have you ever drawn a picture of your heart? i just did it. first off i suggest you only use 3 colors, like the crayons that come with children's menus at restaurants, because humans really aren't that colorful in a 2-d sense, more in a 3-d-omigosh-i-never-saw-that-before-but-there-are-only-limited-colors? way, and trying to project your 3-d self onto a 2-d paper is hard enough without trying to get all those intricate pieces right, which require even more colors that you don't even know about. and anyways you shouldn't need too many colors, you really aren't that complicated, if you think so, you are a little too self centered, or else a little monk-ish. you should also listen to one of those soul-searching musical numbers from rent (such as seasons of love) or whatever musical you really like.
REVELATION OF THIS EXERCISE:
i learned that there is no coincidence (sorry joey). Gods hand is in everything.
i see this specifically because there is one person who kind of started my complete reformation in an unexpected way. i did my picture so that i put names connecting what parts of my life they have impacted.
i also realized that my heart really is as flimsy as that paper. maybe i should crumple it up and rip it in millions of places, tape it and staple it back together, then maybe it will slightly resemble my physical heart and my emotional heart. maybe a more accurate portrayal might be strings in a heart shaped box. get it?
punch line: you get my heart, strings attatched!
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