so i'm listening to anberlin's dismantle.repair. then the following syncronized song (*fin) and i have what i call a musical orgasm.....it's the only word i could come up with.
so i'm thinking...why does god want me? im worthless!!! then i think of peter, maybe becuz my principal says i act like him, or maybe becuz i imagine peter as the most devoted apostle, becuz he understood that he was with god, why else would he act like such an idiot?
are we all just bits of dust god decided to make for fun? i know that sounds ridiculous, but think about it! i can do nothing without him. but does he need me?
i did more research about the song *(fin), and the patron saint of lost causes. his name is saint jude. and i want to get a medallion of him, because he is now my favorite saint. and i want to get his picture tattooed in the tramp stamp area, but ya know, really tastefully. or else on my shoulder. or maybe my right wrist. idk. anyways, the song is still stuck in my head and it's written on my heart. because i have felt like a lost cause many times in my life. but, honestly, the lost causes are 10 times more important than anyone else in the world, because there is a Bible verse that says something to the effect of 'w/e you did for the least of these my brothers you did to me.' God wants us to help the lost causes.
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